March 7th

i just started noticing how jealous i can get. if somebody has something i want or if they talk about getting it, i start thinking of ways to get it before them. its a terrible habit that i'm working on breaking.

i'm starting to think about how little i actually need and how much i really want. its like i have a devil and angel on my shoulders.

i always think about that. the devil and angel thing. i never actually look but i always pretend they are there and thats how i try to reason with things.

this would make for a good picture. i'll try it out.